I feel so guilty for having someone who loves me so much and who isn’t going to leave me, but for still being scared that every time I do something wrong, no matter how big or small, he will leave
Six years later, I feel the same way, about the love of my life
“I owe myself the biggest apology for putting up with what I didn’t deserve.”— word porn (via onlinecounsellingcollege)
I forgive myself, too.
“Sometimes we get sad about things and we don’t like to tell other people that we are sad about them. We like to keep it a secret. Or sometimes, we are sad but we really don’t know why we are sad, so we say we aren’t sad but we really are.”— Mark Haddon, The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Night-Time
(via books-n-quotes)
I cannot hang w a group of people without drinking because I’ll feel anxious… but when I drink w a group of people, I feel anxious about the way I’m being perceived. The cycle is endless.
The feeling of not wanting to die, but just not wanting to exist is so surreal
‘I’M JUST A KID AND LIFE IS A NIGHTMARE’ i scream at the age of 23 as i’m forced to make adult phonecalls
